2011/05/28

just an ordinary morning

Anna, are you awake? yes, Ma’am... you must be stiff, sweetie, by sleeping on the floor without any pad... ohhh i am fine, Ma’am, thank You, it was my fault... of course it was, sweetie, and therefore it was just a small punishment… but I want to see you in a good condition, slave... so remove the blindfold and follow me... it is a wonderful sunny morning and I think you would benefit from some outdoor training… afterwards we will have a lovely breakfast in bed, so hurry my little pet


2011/05/26

the real thing

Anna sweetie? yes, Ma’am? kneel down and tell me… regarding your former relationships... yes, Ma’am? what was the major difference to now, hon? well, all of them were dominants, but... only part time... please don’t get me wrong, Ma'am, i loved them… but there was a lack, always... You know, Ma’am, it is okay if someone likes to play, but to me it is my life, simply the way i am... also they gave me safewords and such things… to me it makes no sense if i have a kind of veto... for example if they tied me up and if i had the chance to say, please stop it, it is too tight or i am too tired... or if they gave me a set of blows and at any time i had the chance to break it up... You know, my beautiful Mistress, even when i am beyond the edge and i think i can’t stand it any longer, it is the knowledge that i have absolutely no chance to stop it... this makes it so special, so real... then i know that i am truly owned... and this is what i feel now, since i am Your property... this is true, like my love for You



2011/05/23

patience

patience... one of the most important characteristics for a slave… You’ve told me once… but i wasn’t patient… rather impatient… before i met You… how could you be patient when you haven’t found what you are looking for? impossible… not for me… but everything changed… within a split-second… now i am Yours, as it should be, since i was born… now i am patient, because my dream came true… and patiently i will wait until You will decide to remove the restraints… now or whenever You like… because time lost it’s very own meaning, since true love bound us together


 

2011/05/21

kitten style

good morning, my sweet Anna... good morning, my beautiful Mistress... today you’ll crawl on all fours only, sweetheart... ohhhhhhhh... yes, I know, you love it, my little kitten... so that’s the ideal position to clean up the floors... yes, Ma’am, thank You... you're welcome, slave... ahhhhh, there is one more thing... yes, Ma’am? last time I was in the city I have ordered some fine handcrafted jewelry... please pick it up, hon... the driver will drop you off near the store... please keep in mind, that You aren’t allowed to sit during the drive... but you could wear some clothes I will choose for you... so have fun, sweetie... meeeoowwwwwwwww


2011/05/18

last day of freedom

remembering my last day in my former life… in a so called freedom, a freedom i never wanted… i was in my apartment, almost empty… waiting for the renter to handle over the keys… i gave up my job and sold everything… there’s no need for it, in my new life… i didn’t told anyone about my plans, except my best friend… no one would understand it, but she knows me, maybe better than i do… she knows that i am a slave with all of my being, deep inside… i told her about the new woman in my life, the new and only one… my Owner… ohhhh yes, she owns me completely, my heart, my soul and my mind… even the few hours until tomorrow are too long to wait for… awwwwwwww how i crave for… to see her, to be with her, to serve her… in true love, now and forever


2011/05/16

being Your lover

Anna sweetheart, are you ready with your today’s chores? yes, Ma’am, already i have finished up the kitchen floor… good girl, okay come to my bedroom… you’ll find three outfits draped beside my bed… slip into them and present yourself… I will choose the one you will wear today… awwwwwwww thank You, Ma’am, is there any special occasion? …nope, sweetie, I just like to go shopping and you will accompany me… today as my lover… as You say, Ma’am… just one second darling… let’s have some fun before you will be dressed up… mmmm yes, my sexy Mistress, thank You… you’re welcome slave


2011/05/14

natural longings

often i remember the words You have told me in the beginning… forget your life you’ve lived without me… forget problems, bills and daily routines… now you are mine… your only task is to fulfill all of my wishes… your life now is dedicated to love… to the love you have for your owner… nothing else matters anymore… I will take care of you, Anna, my beloved and sweet slave… I will torture you, in million ways and I will love you in million ways, for me there is no distinction in it and I am sure you will feel the same because I sense your natural longings… awwwwwww my beautiful Mistress, You have kept Your sweet words and i am sure You always will


2011/05/10

no limits

my sweet Anna, is there anything you wouldn’t do if I would ask for? nope, Ma’am, i am Yours and that means that there are no existing limits, except the basic conditions we have fixed in the contract... good girl... you know I love you... and never I would harm you seriously, but also I like to experiment... ohhhhh yes, Ma’am, i am happy if You use me for Your pleasures... that’s what i am for... i love You, Ma’am and so i love it to satisfy You... mmmmmm I know, hon, so let’s see how long you can stand my crop today


2011/05/07

true love

shhhhhhhhh my sweet girl… listen… there is one major point you should remember… no matter if I use you right now as my pleasure slave or if I put you in a dark, abandoned corner, completely helplessly… you are not alone, sweetheart, I am with you, even when you don’t sense me… so keep in mind, Anna, you are my property and you can be sure, I protect you, always and ever… and do you know why? awwwwwwww yes, Ma’am, because the foundation of our special relationship is the love we feel… so true, my dear… it wouldn’t make sense without it



2011/05/05

in Your bed

is it still a dream? i am not sure… my eyes are covered... i feel silky layers on my skin, a soft mattress below my naked body... there is some weight on my legs... i guess it’s one of Your beautiful legs lying over mine... i still wonder, ‘cause i can’t remember that i left my usual place by the feet of Your bed... but apparently i am in Your bed, now, close beside You... i don’t know if i am able to move, but it doesn’t matter anyhow… i don’t want to disturb Your sleep, so i avoid any movements... but in my mind i send millions of kisses to You, my love... 



2011/05/03

bound

when i am bound, time loses it’s meaning… like anything else… except You, my love… i am Yours anyway, no matter if You like to choose restrains or not… but the symbolic significance is mind-blowing… anything could happen at anytime… it is up to You, only… even if i have to be patient… for hours or just seconds… who cares? i don’t because i am Yours… because it excites me… so i hope You will forgive the wasted juice running down my thighs, the sweet juice You own… like anything else… there are no excuses, not for a slave… not for me… but You can find my commitment, my passion and my true love in every single tasty liquid pearl


2011/05/01

dear sister

my lovely sister... now i am two years in service by my beautiful and beloved Mistress... if you really want to follow me into this world, you have to be sure about some details... at first you have to understand that this isn’t a game... if you are owned, then you are owned completely for a committed period of time or for a lifetime, depending on the contract you choose... secondly you give up all your rights... so it is up to your Owner only what will happen during the time you are owned... in every single second, no matter the time, no matter your mood, you have to fulfill her wishes at your very best ability, no matter what it means or takes... you just exist to please her... in a sexual way or any other… so, my sweet sis, if you are sure that you feel the call to serve within your heart and soul, then may think about it... but at least you have to love it with all of your existence… like i do