2010/12/28

moonlight kisses

it is dark, past midnight… i notice just some scattered low lights from the city down the hill… some minutes ago You stopped the car… You pushed me out… my hands are tied behind my back… now i feel You, see Your shadow over me… slowly i rise… i didn’t expect a helping hand, but suddenly i feel Your hands grabbing me… pulling me close to You… i sense Your breath full of excitement… Your arms around me, Your soft, wet lips enclosing me, Your forcing tongue deep inside of me


useful

yes, Ma’am, as You say... the whole evening? You have a party with friends? yes, sure, if it pleases You, i am bright to be useful in any way…


2010/12/27

pure love

sometimes i fear to wake up and start to realize that all of it was just a dream… since i am with You, my one and only duty is to please You… i won’t say that this is an easy task, because this would reduce Your demand, but i love to do it, because You are my true love… so whatever You will ask for, Ma'am, nothing will be impossible… there could be no limitations because my feelings are true… this makes me feel very secure, even in the most exposed and helpless situations You may could think on… there are no questions, no doubts and no thinkable humiliations, just pure, sheer love


naked

nothing is so sensual as the skin itself and i enjoy it when Your soft fingertips are sliding across the body… when You are discovering every spot of Your well prepared playground… for hours… when You are diving deep into the chasms You own completely… 



2010/12/18

being with You

my eyes are lowered …to the floor… i kneel in front of You… focusing on an imaginary spot just right before the tips of Your shiny boots… i am in my rest position, since hours now… but time isn’t important when i am with You… mmmmmmmm yes, i think… everything lost it’s meaning since i am with You, except… You… and… except… everything i could do to make You smile …and so my senses are up on a high level to notice every change, every gesture, to be able to react just in time You expect it… or better a split-second before, to surprise You



the kiss

my eyes are closed… i feel Your teeth nibbling on my upper lip… Your tongue is searching… slowly i open my mouth, just a little bit… You find Your way inside me… our lips are melding into one… i breathe Your breath… my only source i need …to survive



2010/12/16

faith

when i am in love there’s nothing i wouldn’t do… if it is her wish… because even if i didn’t understand the reason, and this isn’t a assumption, i know that i could trust her… true love isn’t possible without complete faith… in so many situations i have to trust her blindly and that makes me feel very comfortable even on a hard floor





the rose

the meadow is still wet from the morning dew… i kneel in front of You, in my hands above my head a red rose… almost beautiful as You are… 



2010/12/10

restraints

the bonds of true love are so much stronger than any physical restraints ever could be… they don’t need any readjustments to keep them in place, to keep me in place… they don’t cut deep into Your flesh and even if they would hurt, it would be a sweet kind of pain… but then it wouldn’t be pain at all, it would be like a fondly kiss, You long for Your whole life…


of course

did You ever thought about being someone’s property? well, of course the property of someone You truly love… could You imagine to do everything she wants, without questioning? and of course everything means everything… does it make You feel satisfied when You have done anything to please her? of course anything at Your best ability… what do You feel currently? are You excited to think about it or did You think “again that f***ing bitch with her anthem to submission”?



2010/12/09

about trust

“lay down and relax, don’t fear when I close your eyes and tie you up helplessly… you are completely safe, you are in my hands, you are my property and I will take care of you… you will sense things you never learned to know before, let me explore you, in every detail… it is my right and of course my pleasure …it will be yours for sure too, so trust me…” You’ve said… and i trust You, now and forever



You are intoxicating

You are intoxicating with every glance You generously offer to me, with every haze You left on me, with every breath You breathe in me, with every touch You reward me, with every blow You remind me …much more than every drug ever could be



2010/12/08

true love


i am Yours… awwwwwwwwww i love to let it flow through my mind and it excites me to say it, because to me this means so much… i gave myself to You and therefore You own me, my body, my mind and my soul …without any limitations, like it was my true wish …that sounds romantic and for sure it is, but it signifies a whole lot more… it satisfies me to serve and obey You, to fulfill Your wishes at my best ability, even if they are unspoken, to do all to make You feel happy, to see a bright loving shine in Your beautiful eyes, even if it is just for a split second, to notice Your passionate moan and the quivering of Your charming body when i am going to please You …yes, my love, it is worth it every effort …and do You know why? because You are You …You are beautiful and lovable in everything You are …and …because i love You true and always


addicted to love

did i mentioned that i am addicted to You, to Your beautiful voice while telling me Your wishes i love to fulfill, to the lustful touch of your sophisticated fingertips while they are sliding across the heated-up skin in-between my thighs and on my back, to the passionate lips which encloses mine while Your skillful, forcing tongue is penetrating me deep within as a reward? awwwwwwwww yes, doesn’t it sounds exciting to be addicted to love, to be addicted to You, my love? ohhh yes it does, but the reality is so much more exciting, because if i would be just addicted, i would act without having a choice, but it was my free will to offer me in complete to You and that makes the difference, because this is done by true love only …so, i gave myself willingly to find my true self instead



2010/12/06

sense of integrity

i am longing for Your touch, craving to feel You close to me… even the slightest pull on Your beautiful collar i am honored to wear or the gentle but assertive contact with Your adorable fingertips... ohhh yes, they used to know me in every single detail and deepest cavity... Your whole palm when You teach me or even the tips of Your heels when You are up to play... are so intimate and exciting to me, because all whatever You could do, is surrounded in a sanctum of true love, unconditional commitment and inexhaustible faithfulness… over all a full blooming emotional garden which offers me the sense of integrity i always have looked for




the cut

was it just a dream? a sweet dream full of love, intimacy, faith, hope and desire? i am just awoken but i try to clear my mind… there is silence and darkness surrounding me... just intermitted by a soft breathing... it must be You! thank God You are close to me... knowing this is consistent and becalming… but i wish You would be closer, so i could rub myself against Your soft and warm skin... but i can’t… You put me in this place and i have to be patient… so i activate all my senses to trace myself... to find some evidence… and yes... mmmmmmmmmmmm... a smile brightens my face because there is something aching on my back, just a sweet mellow pain… but it tells me that this dream was real… now i remember every second of this ritually moment... i don’t know if we were so close ever before… isn’t there a saying that true love is skin deep? huhhh... ohhhhh yes, my love, it is …deep and eternal



2010/12/05

the path

the door was slightly open, i just checked the clock and fortunately i was on the tick, so i calmed down a bit, took a deep breath …and by moving forward i fall on my knees and on the palm of my hands in a well trained and gracefully sequence… the huge hallway was dark and left in silence… my eyes needed some time to get used to this embracing darkness, but then after a short while i noticed a barely shimmering light straight ahead, a small flaring candle… of course You have set a path i just have to follow… 


at Your feet

i am lying close to You, at Your feet, thought i was snuggling, then… maybe napping for a little while, i don’t know, i lose my track of time, who cares? …i feel Your fingertips stroking through my hair, like in trance... mmmmmmmmmm ...i fear to move myself, try to breath slow …because i don’t want to stop it, it feels so comfortable, it feels to be home …where i belong, since i was born… a page is turning over, You may are sunken in a book… hope it is thick …wish it will have an happy ending… my body feels a bit stiff and sore, but i don’t want to break the magical silence… if only i could catch a view, just a flighty glance of Your true beauteousness, but my eyes are covered… anyway, i know You are smiling, the most beautiful smile ever was seen in this whole universe… i love You, nothing could change that