2011/12/20

a lustful device

lustful waves suffuse me… it seems to me that i try to control it for hours now, try to control the natural consequences… cause i hate it to disappoint You… it is part of the training, You told me… ohhhh yes, it is a torture, even though a very sweet kind of it… so from time to time i move against the tight ravishment, try to escape the anxiety for relief… You know that it isn’t easy, but You wouldn’t ask for it if it would… a matter of control, control of the body You own… so it is just Your right… and i try to divert myself, to fight for Your right, but even the gag still diffuses Your delicious flavor in my mouth… so all You might can hear is my suppressed moan… if You are around, if You monitor me… i am not sure, since You covered my eyes and plugged my ears… ohhhhhhhhhhh please, Ma’am, i am not sure how long i could stand it anymore… i beg You with my inner voice… but the vib is still purring on top of my thrilled shiny clit… suddenly i sense Your soft warm lips on my forehead and within seconds You remove the earplugs, so i could hear You… I am sorry, Anna sweetie, I was on the phone and forgot about time… awwww, but now there is no longer a need for this little device… let me replace it with my tongue and show me, how obedient You are, love… and if You satisfy me and follow my wish, well … maybe you will be allowed to cum for me, hon… awwwwwwwww thank You, Ma’am… it’s okay sweetheart, well maybe tomorrow



2011/12/08

the date

Anna sweetie? yes, Ma’am? did you ever made experiences in online dating, hon? ohhhhh yes, Ma’am, several years ago i had a online affair with dominant lady… after a while she wanted to meet me… she chose a seedy SM club… to my surprise her appearance made a great contrast to the environment… her shiny tight black leather dress punctuated her tantalizing curves and she was as beautiful as her online pictures suggested… so i followed her home… blindfolded, like it was her wish… at home she told me to strip down everything except of my underwear… then she tied me to her bed and removed the blindfold… it was a very luxurious room with warm colors and so i felt comfortable in my ravishment… she let me alone for some time… suddenly she appeared with a sharp knife in her hand… she focused me purposeful and started to kiss my well draped and helpless body… i tried to talk to her, but she commanded me to be silent… then she cut up my panties and my bra… as she kissed my lips she had her knife close to my throat… i wanted to start to cry out, but her eyes signalized to remain silent… she reached out for her strap-on and worked on me hard and implacable… again i was surprised… all of this excited me… and so it doesn’t needed much time before i was shaken by a huge orgasm… i noticed just a flighty smile on her face, but she didn’t cared and continued to use me… after awhile she untied me, told me to dress and blindfolded me again… finally she dropped me out of her car in a grungy lane near the club… did you regretted to meet her, sweetheart? of course not, Ma’am, You know always i longed for the real thing… and that was real, no game