2011/05/28

just an ordinary morning

Anna, are you awake? yes, Ma’am... you must be stiff, sweetie, by sleeping on the floor without any pad... ohhh i am fine, Ma’am, thank You, it was my fault... of course it was, sweetie, and therefore it was just a small punishment… but I want to see you in a good condition, slave... so remove the blindfold and follow me... it is a wonderful sunny morning and I think you would benefit from some outdoor training… afterwards we will have a lovely breakfast in bed, so hurry my little pet


2011/05/26

the real thing

Anna sweetie? yes, Ma’am? kneel down and tell me… regarding your former relationships... yes, Ma’am? what was the major difference to now, hon? well, all of them were dominants, but... only part time... please don’t get me wrong, Ma'am, i loved them… but there was a lack, always... You know, Ma’am, it is okay if someone likes to play, but to me it is my life, simply the way i am... also they gave me safewords and such things… to me it makes no sense if i have a kind of veto... for example if they tied me up and if i had the chance to say, please stop it, it is too tight or i am too tired... or if they gave me a set of blows and at any time i had the chance to break it up... You know, my beautiful Mistress, even when i am beyond the edge and i think i can’t stand it any longer, it is the knowledge that i have absolutely no chance to stop it... this makes it so special, so real... then i know that i am truly owned... and this is what i feel now, since i am Your property... this is true, like my love for You



2011/05/23

patience

patience... one of the most important characteristics for a slave… You’ve told me once… but i wasn’t patient… rather impatient… before i met You… how could you be patient when you haven’t found what you are looking for? impossible… not for me… but everything changed… within a split-second… now i am Yours, as it should be, since i was born… now i am patient, because my dream came true… and patiently i will wait until You will decide to remove the restraints… now or whenever You like… because time lost it’s very own meaning, since true love bound us together


 

2011/05/21

kitten style

good morning, my sweet Anna... good morning, my beautiful Mistress... today you’ll crawl on all fours only, sweetheart... ohhhhhhhh... yes, I know, you love it, my little kitten... so that’s the ideal position to clean up the floors... yes, Ma’am, thank You... you're welcome, slave... ahhhhh, there is one more thing... yes, Ma’am? last time I was in the city I have ordered some fine handcrafted jewelry... please pick it up, hon... the driver will drop you off near the store... please keep in mind, that You aren’t allowed to sit during the drive... but you could wear some clothes I will choose for you... so have fun, sweetie... meeeoowwwwwwwww


2011/05/18

last day of freedom

remembering my last day in my former life… in a so called freedom, a freedom i never wanted… i was in my apartment, almost empty… waiting for the renter to handle over the keys… i gave up my job and sold everything… there’s no need for it, in my new life… i didn’t told anyone about my plans, except my best friend… no one would understand it, but she knows me, maybe better than i do… she knows that i am a slave with all of my being, deep inside… i told her about the new woman in my life, the new and only one… my Owner… ohhhh yes, she owns me completely, my heart, my soul and my mind… even the few hours until tomorrow are too long to wait for… awwwwwwww how i crave for… to see her, to be with her, to serve her… in true love, now and forever


2011/05/16

being Your lover

Anna sweetheart, are you ready with your today’s chores? yes, Ma’am, already i have finished up the kitchen floor… good girl, okay come to my bedroom… you’ll find three outfits draped beside my bed… slip into them and present yourself… I will choose the one you will wear today… awwwwwwww thank You, Ma’am, is there any special occasion? …nope, sweetie, I just like to go shopping and you will accompany me… today as my lover… as You say, Ma’am… just one second darling… let’s have some fun before you will be dressed up… mmmm yes, my sexy Mistress, thank You… you’re welcome slave


2011/05/14

natural longings

often i remember the words You have told me in the beginning… forget your life you’ve lived without me… forget problems, bills and daily routines… now you are mine… your only task is to fulfill all of my wishes… your life now is dedicated to love… to the love you have for your owner… nothing else matters anymore… I will take care of you, Anna, my beloved and sweet slave… I will torture you, in million ways and I will love you in million ways, for me there is no distinction in it and I am sure you will feel the same because I sense your natural longings… awwwwwww my beautiful Mistress, You have kept Your sweet words and i am sure You always will