out of control

ohhhhh my sweet Mistress, did i ever told You how much i love it to repose this way… quietly listening to the anodyne and so intimate sounds while my head is resting in Your lap… truly i love it and i am craving for Your hands stroking softly through my hair… there’s no better place, not for me… and i could lay here, in-between Your thighs, endlessly… and especially after such a delicate and exhausting torture… i think it must be hours since You stopped, maybe i am wrong, because time is relative and could be deceptive… anyway, even now i find myself jerking from time to time… but one is for sure, never before You offered me so many blows… honestly i wonder about myself… how much i am able to sustain? and why it excites me so much? but You know me better than i do and so You led me far behind any edge i thought i could stand… i have to admit, my beloved Mistress, intermittent i thought to lose my consciousness… well, certainly it was just the fear, i think… the fear to be too fragile, the fear to disappoint You… but my love to You prevailed… and the lust… sheer overwhelming… it isn’t the pain in itself… nope, it is the knowledge that i can’t stop it… what makes me wet… being out of control, completely… totally exposed to You and stripped down to my origin… with moistened blindfolds and inner thighs… with juddering overstrained muscles, desperately trying to keep my assigned pose… with the feel of losing my strength with every new impact… and with a most lustful moaning that can’t keep track with the frequency of Your fine crop… then… suddenly… it stops… with a tenderly kiss on my forehead… with my devotion to Your ecstasizing device… and finally… to be reassembled… to be reborn in Your gentle lap… awwwwwwwwwww… Anna sweetie, are You okay? ohhhhhhh yes, my beautiful Owner, i am… thought you were dreaming, my little pet… it is like a dream to be Yours, Ma’am… ohhhh sweetheart, I love you… but don’t forget to clean up my precious crop