trust

it is dark, my eyes are shut, the only noise i notice is my own breath… just through my nose cause my mouth is shut, too… i try to move, but i can’t, so i am bound, still? i try to remember… last night… well i think it was last night, i lost my track of time, anyway… You told me about a fantasy You had, and You want to let it come true… You didn’t explained it… well, of course there is no need to do so… You bound me in a Japanese style… once You’ve told me about this special kind of bondage… a kind of meditation… You spoke strange words, i can’t remember the language… it was a kind of mantra, thought… maybe a kind of hypnosis… then… darkness… i fell asleep or i lost my consciousness… and now i am here… so i will wait… patiently, because i trust You, my love